oh wellsss.. pretty long friday. he drove me to mediacorp. i totally have no talent in front of tv. had my shoot at clark quay then. you guess it all. they dress me up like a 13 year old. prolly you'll catch me red to see the advertisement layout.

he flew back last night. i run my well-manicured hands across his smooth arm-chair. inhaled the strong familiar scent. the apartment. the food. the wine. the inexplicable barrier.

men drink to forget about the woman,
women drink to think back about that man.
when men are in love, they become poorer,
but when women are in love, they become prettier.
men can forget, but cannot forgive,
women can forgive, but cannot forget.
men care most about the quantity of love,
but women care most about the quality of love.
men break-up when they feel love from another woman,
women break-up when they feel separation from her man.
men felt curious towards all women.
women felt curious towards the man who are interested in her.
when men are heartbroken, they try to forget the woman by going out with other women.
when women are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics from other men.
men wishes to be her first love,
and women wishes to be his last love.

they said i would never be the woman inside this passage. or rather, i would say, i never wanted to be that weak woman who lives for love yet yearning to love.